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2011-09-23T12:17:00.000-07:00

This no-friend-want-to-travel feeling is kinda killing me, urgh!! Farhan just simply can't go because his mum to terribly worried, well honestly not fully being understanding, but i gotta accept it ,, Look, I never had any school trips when I was in primary school for my batch ,, I've seen my primary schoolmates headed to the Philippines! How cool was that?! SEcondary?

i got what? 2D1N Malacca WTF!!!! my brother got Perth! My other schoolmates from other batch? Tokyo! How bout Lasalle? NONE! my 1 batch earlier got Paris! WTH!! I just find that my school lives were generally unfair ,, My friends get to go to Beijing for study trips, Medan, Tokyo, Seoul, gosh im jealoused!

Well, i'm this kind of person, if someone cant adapt to my way, i'll do it myself ,, Now, the problem is convincing my parents! Can i go to HongKong for 4days, just 4 days! alone ,, please~ ,, Ive got enough cash for my budget flight, next just accomadations, and shopping cash!

2011-06-07T21:22:00.000-07:00

Im reall hoping time would allow us in this journey, and hey you, are we going somewhere?

2011-06-06T23:35:00.000-07:00

Typing & damn sleepy right now,, Main thing is ... ITS BEEN LIKE FOREVER I LAST UPDATED THIS BLOG! the stupid Ronald Macdonald is gone sheesh! Rad was mentioning about blogging recently, yea, so i thought, yea maybe i shud update this, once in awhile at least (more like once a yr=D )
Aite, school is over, few weeks has passed, with boredom of course ,, My plan for a new hobby isn't working ,, What isit u might be asking, well, photography ,, Well it did go well for a while, hehs, gotta touchup again ,, And yea, im planning of Halal Food Hunting ,, I owaes got a problem finding food, most importantly, good food! Especially when it's a Saturday, i don't wanna end up in Cahaya Fareast (frankly their food ain't good, na-ah, just cheap) or a typical Macdonald's or KFC! Yes, ok, McSpicy Dbl is good, same goes to Roasta, but there's more to these! This is Singapore! In the city, well yea, u might wanna mention those 2 Indonesian stalls in Lucky Plaza, yea ok, been there ,, No, don't mention Wendy's ,, That's it?

Well, the thing about me is, when comes to food, don't intend to rip me off, i'll be swearing behind your back ,, $3 for fish crackers(according to Din) is a rip-off ,, And Nasi Padang musn't even exceed $8! Ok since it's food hunting, I gotta topple out some more cash for em, gahh~

Aite, put this topic aside, It hasn't happen ,, Oh yea, photography, i do have some not-so-nice-shoots by me at my Facebook at Zalsapehuh under my Clik It album ,,

K da, nanti2, ku update lagi, k bye

My favourite gift & my worst regret

2011-02-08T07:59:00.000-08:00

Well its been nearly a week && frankly ive not moved on altogether ,, Ure still running thru my mind night & day ,, U stole my heart & u broke it into pieces without giving it a second thought ,, Now im in sorrow ,, Yes it might be short, just short, but u were just my eye-candy ,, the first meetup, Burlesque, Swensen's, ECP etc .. =/ I thought you'd be mine, & i'l be yours for long ,, I really miss you ,, I hope you really feel how much I want & love you ,, And even if u do, I hope u cared ,, If there is any way i could overturn dis ,, Im just hopeless

2011-01-05T10:33:00.000-08:00

its 2011, so what? Im still feeling lonely ,, God stop putting a shield around me ,,

2010-12-17T03:45:00.000-08:00

This is really unjust to me ,, My dad like to pick a fight on me, my brother like to pick a fight on me for "kurang ajar" ,, Prangai budak kecik, siket je nk bingit ,, Dat's supposed to be my role, not yours FUCKERS! Really, i could realli make dat dick get married and fuck off, or i can just beat him up while he's sleeping ,, Eh, Im a 21 YEARS old, not 12,, I deserve my respect as well ,, I deserve it as well no matter what! I'm the youngest child, I deserve attention
Its about time I realli need a listening ear & a bestfriend

2010-12-07T07:43:00.000-08:00

I gotta stand smwhere, seriously ,, I tink my life is having loads of empty holes, realli alot ,, There's so much I can't do, not knowing to do, lazy to achieve? ,,
I need something ,,I dont think im special, seriously ,, My parents never thought Im special, fuck dem ,, I dn tink my friend thinks the same way too ,, Ok hoo ha I dont play soccer ,, Ok fine ,, No i dont play guitar like they do, i dont sing, i dont dance, i got nuthing ,, I could just afford something on some shelves behind those glass ,, I think i'm boring? Sheesh,, I couldn't convince anybody ,, So maybe that's why Im spending most of my time alone ,, I need a hobby ,, Shit man ,, Im neva gonna be smwhere if I'm gonna be like a geek collecting pokemon cards -.- yawns~

2010-12-01T04:23:00.000-08:00

Guess what? Dad's sucha jerk ,, I swear 1 of my dream is to get hand on him at least once before he's off from here ,, Aite, he was actually daring to say im unprofessional & unorganised ,, EXCUSE ME?! i was the one which try to get things all in intention! Yea, referring to the so-called family business ,,
I was doing this wedding dias just now, AS IN YEA, WEDNESDAY, for an Indian wedding ,, k watever, a way we have never did before and i knw it perfectly, it can never be successful ,, Ok the thing is, the dias (pelamin, if u dunno wad it's called) is custom made, so the way to make it, is fixed ,, K its hard to explain it here, but it's really not possible ,, What I meant it's not possible is, the outcome will look like a mistake & it'll look insane, like a dead corpse i'd say ,, So he was like die2 wanting me to fix this particular part, so i tried, he got pissed, he said, get down let me do it ,, This is the part which drive him mad - when i say, do it if u think ure so clever ,, He screamed shouted and ask me to go home ,, Id love to ,,

Ni pasang wednesday pon is a surprise, my mum didnt inform me at all! HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW?! PASANG KAN SLALU FRIDAY PUKIMAK! Ure lucky i didnt have any plans today or ud ruined it ,, Trust me, when ur parents are nearing 60, dont try to argue with them ,, They dont even realise what they're talking ,, nyanyok, me no kidding ey ,,

Ok the thing about me is, I HATE people bugging me when im working ,, Dad, i can do a better job than you, more honstly, more passionately, but definitely, without the both of you ,, Im one of the many youngest child whu never got looked up upon, minimal pampers ,, Eh come on, they make fun of me infront of customers & friends ok ,, They're talking to me as if Im dumb and useless ,, SHEESH IM SO SENSITIVE ,, YES! thats me! I can cry easily, anything could terrify me, anything could harm me ,, U care?! MUTHERFUCKER! Not even my frens do, u don't too? Who cares about my feelings, I gotta learn to be selfish towards people & never hope any goodness from anyone ,, Just gotta learn to be sincere & selfish ,, 2 opposites huh? Well, I got bullied thru my secondary sch, enuf ,, I dn wanna be an ass at home ,,

Ok yes, of course Im home right now ,, *criing* wth my bro called for ,, Who cares, im not picking it up ,, Im sure ure gonna ask regarding that old man ,, na-ah ,, Im just gonna stay home, do my normal own thing ,, IM NOT GONNA TALK TO HIM ,, go & die ,, I dont think i realli need u to be honest

2010-11-15T08:08:00.000-08:00

Im feeling shitty ,,
Aite, assesment's ova, finally! Im free ,, But my fren just brought me down to no mood ,, Felt kinda offended, disturbed & annoyed actually ,, K nvm dat, i nid a damn break ,,
I js realise, i miss an old friend ,, I am confident he is rare ,, The only friend who gave a listening ear ,, Geez ,,
Ive been like in a rat hole, keeping all ma problems to myself ,, I was neva eager to talk about any to any of the Jacks ,, Maybe Melissa, dats ol ,, It just brought me to tears knowing/hearing their love problems urgh! How i'd wish im dat situation ,, I dn even have anybody! =/

2010-10-26T22:19:00.000-07:00

Olrytes anuther day,, oh itz a wednesday, Kelvin's class at 530pm yawns~ ikr ,,

Ok assesments coming soon ,, by right, everything has to be completed, or at least almost completed by the end of this week - CPJ and magazine This is killing me ,, I suck at my advertising, shit man ,, I think i gotta redo everything - ma ambien ma visual ad, ma creative buy ,, Screw me ,, Aite honestly, am not realli in much of a mood for any laughs ,, seriously ,, I feel neglected, rejected, lonely, hopeless ,, In btwn some moments, i just stop, ponder & there comes my unstable mood again ,,

Aite, these are my plans ,, I wanna lose weight, try to gain my height, shit im short! 168? Okok focus, i realli gotta make this wurks ,, These 2 are buzzing my mind every moment! Gotta kick those unhealthy habit except smoking, heh ,, Teh peng is just unresistable, shit man u aroma ,, I gotta do more reference for my wurks ,, I gotta score for ma image comm man, dammit ,, last choice ,,

2010-10-19T21:00:00.000-07:00

Its been a damn long time i last updated my blog .... AGAIN! walaowe .. Aite, assesment in a few weeks time im a dead screwed dead rat with nothing on hand .. Oh yea, its my birthday, yay! Happy 21st Birthday to me, but neh, im feeling down, very very down .. Dont feel like going to sch man .. Class starts in 2hrs time .. shoosh ..

Visual Comm was tougher than i thought it'd be O.O i just couldnt concentrate on my schwurk! Discipline! Discipline! I kinda miss Iyyin .. WELL ALOT!~ gud luck to ur Os which is ... next week? 2moro your sci prac i guess, gud luck with tat too thou .. pfft .. im suchan asshole, such a jerk, sucha loser .. Fuck it!

2010-04-25T09:25:00.000-07:00

26 April 12.25 am
pfftbored ,, K idk y, im js feelin damn restless since just now at the bustop otw to stage,,Stage/RC is my lepak place ,,Ive been having trembles ,, O.OAite, still, much is running thru my mind ,,I realli a listening ear and sumone whom i can talk to ,, whichi dont have =/No shoulder to lie on ,, Which I realise, i dont have something which is so important ,,Maybe this iz what that've been worrying me thru my life?I had guy frens whu'd call me at nights, and we'd talkwhich is indeed very very weird to many guys ,,But this is how i liked it ,, I gotta admit, I kinda miss Lah as a fren ,,The last time we met was wad? Hari Raya ,,Itu pn after 2 yrs not met ,, We'd be so so open sharing our lifetimes ,,Well even thou we fought ,, hmm 6 mths?But hey, i believe the best of frens u'd have, is u'd disagree n fight ,,Sec sch frens sume, well most are attached ,, Seriously, i don get so easy with frens when they'ds haha hehe-ing wid their gals ,, Gets me uncomfy in a way unless his gf is my fren ,, Well im not saying im not being appreciative towards my 28 Jacks ,,They're fantastic as a whole ,, The best of my times ,,But i js realised, a best fren is worth more than many ,, Maybe even more than ur partner ,,Cos ure gonna share everything about her/him to ur best fren but not everything about ur bestfren to him/her ,,dammit! Well honestly, im way way very comfy wid guys more than gurls ,,Cos im js afraid to break a gurl's heart ,, As time goes by, i get more careful towards gurls ,, putting a border btwn me n them, lol as a species? kidding3 Hmm and i swear, it's becoming harder for me to make frens now ,,Not like back then ,, How i make frens? in fact nice frens - was of course, my identity ,,as a mod and a rudeboy ,, now?oh shit tat typical kid ,, . Everything's worrying me now .

2010-04-23T01:03:00.000-07:00

Holidays getting boring ,,
I swear i dunno wad to do
Im like having phobia on continuing taking ma bike license
URGH!
First thing ill nid to do is
play around wid my bro's bike
shoosh~ saket hati
Im thinking of taking part in sumthing
any ideas?

~bye

2010-04-19T20:45:00.000-07:00

Yessaaaa!!~ finally
Its.... hooolidays!!!
Sucky, bank accout left $260 =S
CMNE NK SHOPPING?!
Gotta wait till May till the next kendarats gonna take place ,,
So ,,, im just gonna rot at home ,, hmm maybe spending this free time with activities ,,
Hmm i wonder what ,,
Heppy dat loads of pimple r gone ^^magic!Aite planning to go Genting this late June ,, BUT
Jacks r js generally not cooperating, AS ALWAYS!
ok nuthing much to say ,,
C what ill do today ,,

2010-04-18T07:11:00.000-07:00

its finally here woots!~ Assesment in less than 12hrs time ,,
Guess wad?
I can't believe Im facebooking ,,
Remembered last year's assesment - HEC-TIC! Spent the most of the last
night with school work ,,
Grrr ,,
Well, done wid my ugly portfolio with that binding or isit "binding" -.-
Was worried about Michael & Alyssa, these 2 monkeys not printed until 4-5pm >=(
Glad they've printed out ,,
So looking forward to seing everyone's work 2moro ,,
Am doing Suang2's work later COLOUR PENCIL BORES!
I seriously have nuthing in mind wad else to do.I swear portfolio realli save my life & time! k bye

2010-04-17T06:44:00.000-07:00

Im left wid 36hrs exactly before assesment ,, Gosh ,, Its that feeling again ,, End of Lvl1 ,, Urgh i hope i make it thru ,, Spent over 6hrs doing the portfolio ,, As in digitally ,, Crazy huh? Getting a break now suckin' on these sweet&sour oranges i bought from ShengSiong -.-
Gotta print & bind die2 2moro ,, 11am i betta get there! Ive never sent any books for binding, so i dn wanna risk my time ,, Im definitely gonna slip tonyte, hopefully not too soon ,, Gotta put in texts in my portfolio, n get this stupid donkey sculpture coloured! hahaha!! && not to forget, getting Suang2's folder organised ,, pfft wadeva ,, Luckily im updated with my cpj ,, So nothing much to worry about ,, The rest, hmm idk ,,
Im not gonna be surprised to see any coursemates nt asleep tonyte kiok3 ,,
Kinda worried & excited for assesment ,, 3mths half man! ENJOY!!!!

bye

2010-04-11T00:52:00.000-07:00

i cant believe i actually redid ma DS&T packaging design ,, Just gotta send it for printing, cut n fold ,, Wobbler n book production remake not done yet ,, urgh, book production is jus gonna take sucha long time ,,wahlaowe ,, Portfolio nid to be done ,, To make a portfolio, pictures nid to be taken, i nid a studio ,, guess im gonna make it at home using dad's back drop ,, some of jessica's work not done oso ,, Collin's urgh~ while typing, im getting stressed ,, 8 more days to assesment ,, but jessica's book stuffies nid to be done by thu! dammit Zal

2010-04-07T03:45:00.000-07:00

"Not too salty, not too spicy"
Well dats wad the doctor told me urgh! NO CHILLI!!!
dammit i cant believe i just had Nasi Ayam Penyet without sambal x.x The only chilli i got is hmm.. OCK's curry O (which is not hot durh) & half a teaspoon of sambal belacan of Tekka in my nasi campor ..
Well salt of cos i cant avoid, but definitely i gotta avoid french fries ,, fiiiine ,, I gotta start eating healthy & i gotta take Alyssa'a advice - u gotta exercise no matter wad
FINE!
well no doubt nt much time during sch ,, hmm well ive figured what im doin later ,, =] Ok stressed out with Jessica's Book Packaging ,, gotta get it done by 2moro 6pm to get it printed ,, dammit ,, Stressed out ,, dammit ,, well Zal, 11 more days to assesment, fuh~ finally! I am needing that long break! bye

2010-04-05T19:53:00.000-07:00

Anuther day, hope i dn stun in class again ,, =/
I think i would ,,
Well Zal, its over, look ahead ,, My dreams gone, gone gone
Gonna have a makeup & photography session today
gotta smile
I just wanna get over dis Friday, i might smile more
Jessica's work terrifies me big time

2010-04-05T05:44:00.000-07:00

i seriously dont noe whu to share my stories with but here ,, here goes ,,,

Hey its been realli realli nice knowing you, seriously
We didnt have much verbal convo but still
Well its goodbye for now, obviously
Im officially put asideYou're you, im me
I hope we're friends
Hope to see you around,
not forgetting me
imy

Everyone gotta love story to tell, so do i

2010-04-04T04:35:00.000-07:00

No truths, no lies, no news ,, nuthing ,,
My handphone is officially silent ,, no sms-es from you ,, nuthing ,,
Yday's question wasn't answered ,,
Im confused ,,
Are u js needing a time out, ignoring me cos im
just ain't ur type or ... am i just not trying my best ,,
Dis is bugging me ,, Im worried, it just happens to me over & over again ,,
But this, might just be one of my worst ,, Being ignored is just my biggest weakness ,,
*sigh*
Should I just give up?
Or should i keep myself on the track ,,I don't know whu to talk about this to ,, Seriously ,, Im not gonna go to Din ,, na'ah ,,He just kept quiet during my sorrow during my last breakup.Like seriously nuthing. No voice ,, I think .... its just meGonna get this school over in 2 weeks timeIts just perfect to paint the town redAnd get my thoughts on track againfree from these shit building classesSometimes i just thought I chose the wrong track to gofor designs, dammit!

Im heartbroken

2010-04-03T07:08:00.000-07:00

There's less conversation between us which ... terrifies me alot . =/

Look, love stories, be it rubbish or not, its everywhere ,, Its all about the heart, its all about the heart ,, It is either shared, or it'll be kept broken ,, Facebook, blogs, verbally, anywhere, many are talking about it ,, And me, I always gave a listening ear, & it saddens me ,, Cos friends, whom in my eyes are better than me, in terms of personality & looks are having their hearts broken, then what about me? Ive even vried to my friend's heart breaking stories, it just hurts ,, Im single, available? .. hmmm sortoff ,, not talking much btwn the person my contacting with ,, Seing happy couples, urgh! Just makes me jealoused ,, Im a jealous person, i get jealoused easily so yea ,,
He's not been like sms-ing me in a chirpy way anymore ,, Depressed? Well he said he might nid a time off, isit me or its just him with his dance ,, U wouldnt believe if I were to tell u, u're my dream person ,, One of my ever desires is ever to meet you again ,, Happy moments first, now.....
Ive been a listening ear, well to many, not all ,, But me, i dont have my listening ear ,, I need hugs & a shoulder to cry on, seriously! Thats the other face of mine ,, Im depressed, really2 depressed ,, Im sucha sore loser dammit

2010-04-02T09:39:00.000-07:00

aite i dont noe whose gonna read this post .. Its been sucha long long time the last time i blogged ,, =S i dont noe how else to expose my feelings for the moment ,, Facebook no, twitter no ,, I think it would just be ma cyber diary ,,
Im missing you badly ,, like realli2 badly ,, All this long while ive been waiting for this myth to struck me, it actually happened ,, U sms-ed me ,, i was so so shocked ,, Which i promised myself, this wont even go more than 5days LOL! We've met, ok fine, yrs back ,, But we met once again ,, Ure js as cute from the first time i met u ,, thats eyes, dat smile, dat cuteness u ,, urgh! But the bubbly contacts just kinda fade away ,, Well i believe no one can be the same as the first periods of contacting each other ,,
I dn wanna bring our old stories back, but u, pls dn leave me empty handed,, it js made me burst to tears ,, i js hope u noe how much u meant to me ,,
p.s assesment coming soon x.x

2010-03-09T07:36:00.000-08:00

i want a new pair of Branded shades, new pair of funky shoes, & of cos cap! I cant find any nice designed trucker or Baseball cap, end up buying plain ones .. Oh & yea, i want a new bagpack!!

2010-03-06T22:46:00.000-08:00

9 days is up .. wad am i talkin about? 1wk term break, thanks .. Back to a couple of weeks of hectic works again, concentrate Zal!!
Im beginning to love photography classes, fun fun .. Just that there's a bit of rushing here & there, annoying huh ,, Friends have upcoming exams, most r mugging, boohoo ,, long time neba went out wid them ,, Limit2 lepak ,, wakaka ,, So, yday? went out Rudi -.- bodo, nuthing much ,, Went to BBQ chicken Cineleisure makan, dsk, my Mega Burger was cold ,, &^^$%%$!! Jalan2 jap, jengok2 remy martin kt iOn, *Rudi's idea* bought nuthing ,, fuck, we waste our money on food ,, BBQ chicken at 6, Popeye's 10pm ,, lol! fatening!! *jog jog* =P ok bye

2010-03-02T05:18:00.000-08:00

*type type type*
So far 857 words. I got a 1200 word essay to be submitted by 11pm -.-
Dammit. And i cant concentrate.

I cant believe u said dat. Sumpah sumpah~ U played with my feelings, and layan pon mcm nk tknk layan. Now you said you're spending time with some guy u met the other day. WTH! Abe selama ni ive been asking u out ape sia? I've been messaging, and i got "sori2 terlupe nk eply".. I knew it you've been avoiding me. And now i got the answer.

This is the first time i post how i felt abt someone i liked on my blog. Urgh~ *sobs*

2010-03-01T04:23:00.000-08:00

They said Muslims deny Women's right in Islam ,, C'mon, the teacher of the 4 Caliphs was a Abu Bakr, Umar, Uthman, Ali, was a women, Aishah radhi'Allah wa'anhum! Tjhe first to accept Islam was a women ,, Women can vote, women can own business, in a family, the women's money is hers, the husband's money must be shared ,, A women can save their name even when they're married ,, Aslamiyah, was the first female physician, during the time of Muhammad ,, Whu says Muslim women can't work?
USA gave women the right to vote & own land only less than a century ago ,, We had applied women's right over 1300yrs ago ,,

Who's not giving women's right?

2010-03-01T03:27:00.000-08:00

3 productions, - zine, book & skateboard stencil ,, left wid a 1200 word essay ,, urgh!!~ Tomorrow 11pm is submission & ive not even read the brief =S boohoo~

So how's life?
Well so far, not so good ,, But im happy im getting abit more freedom now ,, phew~ i wanna shop but there's nuthing much in town ,, Boring old stocks ,, My frens've been bz i assume coz not many have been online these few days boohoo~ Ok im gonna try to stop taking in toxins urgh~ Zal, bad habit!

2010-02-20T20:51:00.000-08:00

BOYCOTT ISRAEL!

2010-02-14T19:28:00.000-08:00

Its been very long i did not update .. School was kinda hectic in a way .. Stencils, Book Production Design, Zine making etc .. Beginning to enjoy photography thou ..
Ok Im here to tell me story about what happened last Wednesday ..
Wait, Happy CNY & Valentine's guys! Ok start ....
On Monday, i went to Topman iOn to make reservation on this

It costs $146 .. Expensive huh? Oh well reservation is only for 1 day, so i gotta collect it on Tuesday ,, Ok on Tuesday on my way to iOn, on alighting, something strucked my mind ,, My friend Att works at Topshop Marina Sq! I was wondering if I could get a 20% discount voucher from her .. Bingo~ But i gotta collect it from here workplace after 5pm ,, Fine, i head back to sch, class ends 5pm, straight off to Marina Sq ,, Guess what? I could find her -.-!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Urgh! I am supposed to collect it today & she's not there ,,

Ok fine, i gotta risk, go tomorrow, when that jacket is on shelves ,, Not to forget CNY is so damn near, im at risk! Urgh! Despo for that jacket yaw! btw its a size S ,, the M is freaking big

...tick tock ...

Wednesday!

Class ends 12pm, hangout wid my frens -.-!!!! Ok the thing is, on wednesday, we planned to do work at sch, i went off to iOn what time? 5pm!!

GRRR!!! JACKET WASNT THERE!! *paranoid*, i ran to Vivocity to check if they have ,,

Ok the thing is during that period, no Topman/Topshop could check stock onother branches ,, So i gotta do it myself ,,

Vivocity ....

they dun have it!

Went back to sch, wid a sadded face *sob sob* ,, Ok ive surveyed all Topmans except Wisma cos there's a jerk i dun like there & Tamp1, obviously becos its too far,,

So in my studio, i made calls on these 2 to check if they do, but they did not have it ,, This makes me more paranoid becos of the rarity of that jacket here in SG! hahs!

But idk y, i made a try to call iOn, "oh yes we have it, just 1 piece" WTF!!!!!!!! I RAN HERE N THERE FOR NUTHING?!

Ok again, in the middle of work, i ran of to iOn & i got it =]]]]

weeeee $116 after discount ,, Thanks Att! =D

2010-01-12T07:01:00.000-08:00

School has started, back to Thinking mode ,,
The wk before sch starts, seen those pictures on Facebook ,, of? Oh 1R class gathering for barbeque ,, suh weet huh ,, guess wad? i wasn't even invited ,, Raine was there, all the way from Tokyo ,, Me? Not invited ,, great ,,

Aite oh yea, congratulations frens out there who did well for ur Os ,,
U failed, make a decision ,, I realli recommend to retake certain subjects if you may ,,

I dun realli have anything to talk about ,, Facebook's crawling with friends ,, erm people i would say ,, Most we don't talk ,, Everyday weird groups are created like of Why is Monday so far away from Friday, and Friday so bloody close to Monday. or Looking At An Ugly Guy With A Hot Girlfriend & Thinking "What The Fuck!?!?" aite wadever ,, These r just ruining us i must say ,, Everyone is just goin "im bored, u?" dammit!

Im 20, still single -.- grrr ,, looking? hmmm okok la ,, no i would say =D ok bye

2009-12-26T09:36:00.000-08:00

Ok, as should be updated, im not bald .. Just cut my hair short! =] Aite its been a millenium i last blogged .. 2010 coming, geez, im getting older, dammit! Sch's reopening, dammit again .. Shopping unsatisfying booo!!
I dont know what to talk about .. Christmas is ova .. No prezzies .. booo! New yr, no plans ,, Head the clubs pls .. Get drunk, run around ,, =D

2009-11-22T08:52:00.000-08:00

Few facts about me ..
I dn wanna pay more than 30cents for ice kosong.
No $5 for mee goreng. Fucking kelings cheat me $5 for mee goreng outside Zouk & i didnt realise! Im very particular when eating outside home ..
90% of ma frens are guys.
I dont have mrt concession pass, dats y i prefer taking the bus to travel.
I dont realli fancy guys who wear makeups, eye brow plucking, those who fancy luxury & yg tngok aku mcm aku hutang die nasi goreng kampong.
Im not a matrep, i dont spend my money at Peninsular basement.
I don't like the smell of cigarettes.
I hate Jews. =)

2009-11-06T03:36:00.000-08:00

Guess who??

Pictures tell lies don't they? Look how race & language seperate them .. Ok next ...

Any difference? Yep Buddhists n Catholics .. Practice? Related .. Was these even thought by Jesus Christ? .. Ok next ..

Any difference? yep, Hindu & Orthodox & catholics ..

the bible say it by itself 2 Kings 17:12 THEY worshipped idols though the LORD had said, YOU SHALL NOT DO THIS ..

2009-11-03T05:59:00.000-08:00

Wow dats long ,, Not been updating my bloggy ,, I tink i'll just stick wid this layout mocking Macdonald's ,, Make it a trademark to recognise me,,
School's hectic ,, K let me tell u ferst bout today ,, I have a photography Lomo submission tomorrow & i've not done it ,, Aite i've taken the pictures, BUT ive not sent it to process WHY?! 1 can process it but by 2moro 2pm BUT can't do it on 3R ,, The requirement is 3R! He said its long time story ,, Curse u man ,,
I took the bus here and there, Jurong West st 41, ave1, Gekpoh & Boon Lay Shopping Ctr ,, FUCK!! SWAY! sia sia jek at last sume tkley ,, The last one I went was the one at Jurong West 41, FUCK he cannot process it cos it's to be specially processed ,, DSK!! Not forgetting to mention, Boon Lay & Gek Poh can only do it in 2 days ,, I WANT IT 2MORO!! I'm taking an MC 2moro ,, hopefully it works,,
Ok before shooting photos, I was in class ,, I came early at 11am? Supposedly class starts at 2-5? To finish up some work ,, I went off at 3.30 cos it's been worrying me whole day ,, Heavy bag, filled plastic handbag on the left hand & lomo camera on the right URGH!!~ now im home, tired, showered but stil paranoid ,, bye

2009-10-20T05:24:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Muhammad Syah Ridzal bin Mustafa ,,
Yea, sadly i'm 20 ,, =/ It was very very sweet i got countless of birthday wishes thru Tagged, sms-es & not to forget Facebook ,, It was very sweet my class actually sang me a birthday song ,, OmG, i never had a birthday song for me by my class during my teenage times ,, And I got it at 20 ,, I blushed, lols ,,

Ok, I'm so lookin forward to 9th of November ,, Assesment day, whereby i hand-in all my school works thru the 1st Semester since early August ,, After that 2 mths holidays ,, Urgh, i've been craving to club ,, Gettin' busy wid school work these few weeks ,, I dun wanna be a fool & get retained to repeat my Lvl 1 ,, It ain;t about the expenses ,, The fact is Im chasing my age ,, Just 2nd yr in college at the age of 20, wahlao ,, Re-doing my popup project & the comic ,, And im so gonna try n do a very good logo ,, Tito's class work undone yet, neither the typography urgh!~ 5!! DEAD! Hopefully to finish at least 2 by 2moro nyte ,, Luckily no class fer 2moro ,, wooo~ I'm always worried for Friday Jessica's class urgh dammit ,, It's based on compuet & u noe it i suck at photoshop n illustrator ,, =(

2009-10-12T08:47:00.000-07:00

Aite typically im always confused ryte now ,, I dont know what im aiming for ,, I ain't starting on the starting line ,, urgh~ I'm like thinkin ef a hobby ,, Aite for some ppl, the best place to know a person is from his online blogs & perhaps words of mouth ;P

Okay ,, Hobbies ,, Sometimes when getting to noe a certain person ,, Urgh it kinda freak me out wad to say ,, Aite I was a currency collector, a smurf figuine freak & a Coca Cola collector too ,, Nope i ain't a game freak ,, Honestly i don't play sports ,, Is Bowling one of em ,, Yea i play badminton but its been ages ,, Martial arts like silat interests me when I was 13 but i dun have the guts to join lol! Recently idk y but Muay Thai & Archery kinda interests me ,, Hahs random ,,

Aite since a boy, no doubt, im forever drawing ,, Papers could weigh kilos, if i were to collect em ,, 90% of ma printing papers are used for my drawings while waiting for someone to reply me at msn LOL! Favourite subject in pri & sec sch, art & now? Haha im in Art School ,, BUT! i ain't an artist =P im a designer ,,

well k back to the point ,, I wanna hobby ,, Sports? Clubs? idk, still looking into it hahs ,, No football ,, pls ,,

Aite, i dn like to be a self proclaim person ,, I ain't very open ,, I get offended at times ,, Yea i like to be judged ,, Cos i dn wanna judge myself fo myself ,, No point ,, Ok im short ,, Freaking 168? 169? no higher ,, embarassing sia ,, I dn realli like chocolates ,,

K i think i wann a new look .. k randoms bye

2009-09-24T20:53:00.000-07:00

Grey traditional Malay men's 2 piece, silver-ed black samping, topped wid a brooch-ed6inch songkok ,, Thats my traditional way of dressing ,, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitr Maaf Zahir & Batin Eid Mubarak! The hindus, the Chinese & Islam generally shapped up my culture ,,

Aite its about time im updating ,, Yesterday went visiting wid the Jacks, bingo 10 houses! Met em at 11.20 **supposedly 1030** at Arai's house,, great, we got breakfast ,, hah! Hari Raya would be more matured i would say fer dis yr ,, Not much of kecycoh like the last ,, Urgh! Jammed in the lift, 16 PEOPLE! urgh!! nightmare~ I had fun though yday, just dat im disappointed wid the pix ,, i wonder y my face is red!

First house, Arai, alek, Arep, Lam, Hazlan, Haikool, Mael, Faiz, Sahlan,Faris, Memet, ,, Us? we plus and minus ,, Sometimes 22, then 21, then 18 ,, idk ,, didnt bother ,, hah! Food was served onli at a few houses, luckily ,, Unlike last year, 8 of 9 houses -.- IDK wad else to say ,, hahah

bye

2009-09-14T20:45:00.000-07:00

I just can't be bothered to update ,, musim Ramadhan, im sooo lethargic ,, Aite Saturday was superb ,, Had a mini gathering amongst my Primary School mates ,, Let me recall, 13 of us? 14?

K a lil brief, I was from Yuqun Primary Sch ,, Very small populated sch, 900 students, SO, all of us goes to sch only in the morning =P Our Primary school batch consist of only 6A 6B 6C & 6D ,, more than 1 third of us are malays ,, geez! I was from 6C ,, Geez i miss loads of em ,, The list is just so long ,, We broke fast at Haji Lane, tapau makan from Zamzam ,, Sheesha, [boring ryte? for a gathering], board game centre, wadever they call it, then bowling ,, Home wad time? 2.30, bingo!
hahaha ,, Planning was hrrible but its ok ,, I didnt get to see most of my batch ,, K malas nk cerita, but yea, primary stories can just go on and on from teachers, to never ending hops scotch on recess time ,, How in the world did we manage to eat n play hopscotch within 25mins ,,

Yesterday pulak, i did sch work till 6pm from 1130 ,, finally ,, If not, i'd have to rush it today ,, Met Zul, Lam & Arep at Vivo to break fast ,, as always, frustrating, gave me wrong location ,, great ,, bla bla, jmpethe other Jacks at Jurong West, pingpong!! k bye

2009-09-08T19:56:00.000-07:00

Im freaking slacky , its just wk 6 of school? and ive absent 2 classes, URGH!~ Saturday, Sunday, Monday no school ,, Aite just bought my set of Baju Kurong; grey, samping, && brooch =D Im not wearing capal, reef slippers would do ,, what's missing right now isssss SHADES!!! dammit ,,

2009-09-02T06:28:00.000-07:00

Its been some time I last updated ,, im effing confused ryte now, leading me to be kinda emotionally unstable ; but still i can laugh ,, Somethin' isn't right ,,
Aite itz fasting month, no food, no drinks, control my anger, limit those music ,, && tk sempat to go shopping wahliao ,, I've cut my hair, again, & im gonna cut further shorter before the Eid ,, Thinking to pierce my ears, ngok la eh cmne lol ,, Theme of Eid09, GREY ,, so no copycats k =P Tall songkok, with sparkling brooch & blck silver samping along wid my Globe slippers lol!

Im officially in Graphic Designs of Lasalle ,, So far so good ,, Able to cope ,, Kinda worrying if theyre jus gonna put the load on my shoulders ,, Oh pls, gone thru those during foundations, hectic!

I was at Heeren's just now, saw this 2 gays nk beli t shirt printed ,, They're wad? 37? 36? "eh yg ni lawa tk?" OH PLS!!~ gay dads r turn offs! I went next door; Paragon, ade 1 nyah & 1 keywat jual perfume ,, I ignore, & opposite; Ngee Ann City, saw this keywat Jurong dulu ku perna lepak ngan ,, wads wid the city? Sorry, the fact is, Im not very open ,, so yea ,,

2009-08-19T08:42:00.000-07:00

Is abortion a form of murder? Did u noe, just the USA ALONE, the mighty USA whom every so called smarties adores have commit over 45 million abortions since 1973, ,, the mighty United States of America ,, 1973 is just 36 years ago ,, Ur dad is already grown ups ,, "Zal macam paham uh", well go do ur research ^^ And people dare say God Bless America ,, AND many types of makeups are made of aborted babies ,,

2009-08-16T07:41:00.000-07:00

Boring Saturday 3 times in a row , boring Sunday but it end up Faiz asking me to accompany him off to the city, GEEZ! FINALLY!
First eva time i was outside in the city in 3/4 berms ,, cooling ,, lol but suckingly my new shoes ain't so comfy to be worn, so i went back home to change it ,, sori uh Faiz ,, dats y i was late ,, Aite ferst stop Somerset, off to Heerens, he got his Ts & flipflops when supposedly he was in search of shoes ,, lol ,, Me? Forever finding my bag ,, We went to eat at BBQ Chicken ,, Mmmm good deal $7.90 =P Blabla, i got nuthing ,, I didnt buy a single thing ,, booooring ,,

p.s just now was the ferst time just the 2 of us went out LOL!

2009-08-11T09:10:00.001-07:00

Went to BBDC today to do some theory practices ,, I think im gonna try AGAIN to finish up my Bike licence befer proceeding for a class 3 ,, Went to Lavender 1st stop ,, Ok intention was to find this particular bag i saw someone wore that day, not mistaken, its Nike ,, Went to Lavender to eat, well yea, alone =( lol! So wad i saw at lavender?

dsk dsk dsk!!!

Met Arep at Bugis, urgh hot weather!! Bla bla arep was searchin fer a hat, me, a bag, went to Orchard as always ,, Bla bla, oh i met my friend >>> Hes dead

bye!~

2009-08-10T03:21:00.000-07:00

9th August hooray2 see fireworks? NO! i was rewang-ing ,, hahakx! Ok bye

2009-08-09T05:59:00.000-07:00

I'm not saying I'm religious or wad the west would call Islamic extremist, but i love such videos ,, Very funny && motivational ,,

2009-08-05T10:08:00.000-07:00

Women are being used =D

School is still scarying me as we're not on with assignments yet! woots!
Finished class at 2.50 just now, lol, went to Qnsway and bought a pair of Osiris' ^^

2009-08-02T09:17:00.001-07:00

Less than 9hrs to be in sch, not very nervous, just exceptionally ,, URGH!! 3mths half passed so so fast! Finally back to the black cube, -.- Aite for all ef u readers, in case u dunno, im taking Graphic Designs ,, Ok?
Im otp wid dot dot dot, ,, Ok 2moro meeting Arep & Nadiah ^^

2009-07-31T10:21:00.000-07:00

Monday schooling && the good thing is i've been starting to save some nickles in my piggy bank .. Having a bank account + ATM card wont help in saving up LOL!

I'm aiming to have a few hundreds at least by next Singapore Sale =D fiker jauh, i noe ,,

2009-07-28T07:34:00.000-07:00

Olryte its been quite some time i last updated .. Aite i've had my school holidays since hmm 20th April? Starting next monday, 3rd August .. Yr2 babbeh! Graphic Designs ..I think ive made my decision, i dun tink i wanna continue my studies till Masters fer ma design course .. I think i noe what i'll opt to ^^ I werked at BBQ chicken fer wad? 2 weeks? $180, ok fine ,,

June is such a bonus wid the family biz going truly fine, Praise be to Allah,, I got some money ryte now ive reserved expecially to purchase a BAG! But the problem is, i habent got ma material list so i couldnt predict the size of the bag i would need ,, Yr 1 was hectic, but i did well i guess ,, urghh wid d A2 filled file weighing hmm 3.5kg? and the filled bag maybe 4 - 5 kgs, moving into the 2nd floor of the crowded bus otw home was URGH! IRRITATING! K dat was foundation yr ,, Now im in designs, i hope its way lighter, compared to artists ^^

I cut my hair ,,

Aite i went to the city alone just now, firstly to reset my school id password && window shopping ,, i walked! to P.S, boring! O.C,(the new shopping center) was horrible! i didnt see the escalator in the shopping centre, "style" la kononnye ,, Dats wad i hate about art sometimes ,, Rubbish ,,
Then to Heerens, ok so far this store has my favourite bermudas, ,, Then to the masjid, then to Paragon, nuthing as well ,, I hate ben sherman discounted items personally ,, They always look hilarious! Ok then off to ion ,, Aaaah ion is nice ,, I like this particular jeans n top ,, Shoes urgh! Im very very bad at searching for jeans n shoes =S Then to FarEast bla bla bla ,,

Aite the moral ef d story is my items on the lsit is
1 Bermudas
1 Jeans
1 or more PRINTED Ts
a pair of Shoes
2 pairs of sox!
shades
School materials dots!
School bag

2009-07-28T07:25:00.000-07:00

2 Words - Bodo sia

U know if i say 4 balls, 3 yellow and 1 red wad it means here?
Yea all look alike of the same race, but within, the 2nd the left is in fact me-la-yu durhh ..
Muhammad Haikal bin Haris

byebye~

2009-06-24T09:15:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i went window shopping wid Andi Mulyono at at Orchard ,, woots woots, i bought a CK 100ml perfume && a zOOyORK tshirt ,, Just these 2 together costs me err $117? lol! Still tat red crumpler bag is cool! $156 ,, 10% if i got a Citibank credit card, nabuey! I would take it eve if it's just a 10% off ,, Then it'll just cost me $140.40 LOL!
Okie i still gotta have extra savings for July && August ,, Family biz goin well, filling my pocket abit LOL! So ,, Its that crumpler bag, maybe 2 caps, few more tshirts, jeans & shoes ,, Love fat shoes ,, >.< size="5">local online shopping?? tag me ,, i'm more into tshirts ,, Black, red or white ,, Other colours to be considered =P no gay wears like big v-necks && weird funky shirts ,, No hot pants neither ,,

p.s power is destruction ..

2009-06-22T04:20:00.000-07:00

We Asians have problems in racism lagi2 here in Singapore ,, The malays forever thinks they're cleaner & cannot be taken down when actually most of us are working at lower rank, the chinese to be rich & the indians as low classes when we actually have so much unsolved social problems ,, crimes, drugs, underage pregnancy, family problems etc .. in the future, the old folks homes will be flooded with malay oldies ,,
I just hate it when Singaporeans oppress the Banglas, Indian & Thai construction workers & cleaners! Hey face it, whose gonna build those? us? no way ,, none of us ever dreamt to be one ,, Whose gonna ride that small thingi pulling those garbages? u? I thank them alot, cos they are right in taking those jobs here unlike China workers! They don't speak english, rude to customers, unhygenic && self centered ,, I hate it ,, Yea they're skilled but many jobs that could be given to Singaporeans are taken by them ,, I remembered back in primary school, my teacher say English is important , Without english, you're going nowhere in Singapore ,, Tell you what, they're wrong ,, "Can u speak Chinese?" is common for job seekers k!
Filipinos? No cmment ,, Hey its common among as that our supervisors at the outlet be it western restaurants or a fashion outler are filipinos ,, Some even asst managers ,, Gosh! Ok fine they can speak english eventhou they sound extremely funny but dun treat us like an aso ,, Hmph bunch of baboys ,, Ok if not Filipinos, usually r foreigners ,, Malaysians especially ,,

"O Mankind, We created you from a single (pair) of a male and a female and made you into nations and tribes, that you may know each other. Verily the most honored of you in the sight of God is he who is the most righteous of you" (al-Quran 49:13).

2009-06-22T00:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, Sunday ,, Yea i had kendarat, some call it stewarding? Ok, so Nizam, Helmi, Zaed, Kamil, Arin, Faiz, Zulu, Sahlan, Fafiq, Hakim & 1 was at 317 Tampines! Woots theme pink & black ,, Shoosh no pix, grrr ,, our DJ was KC, craping along ,, Finished everything at 5.05? So getting all done packed up at 7 ,, woots great, fast ,,
Ok nuthing else i wanna say ,, Im just kinda confused now ,, haishhh

2009-06-21T07:59:00.000-07:00

I had a tough time =S complicated & some kinda personal eventhou this's a diary ,, One of it, Sani is a bitch -.-" Whose Sani? He's my manager at BBQ chicken where im werking as a partimer ,, He's forever looking out fer my mistakes & non-mistakes which he try to convert it into a mistake to heem ,, Okok so lets start a lil briefing ,,
Aite most of us experience ourselves as part time waiters? yea? We owaes experience sucky schedule dealing wid pathetic customers .. My schedules are relaxing .. -.- one week werk abt 2 or 3 days for 4 hrs each? wad? 11-3? 6-1030? geez no overtime pay .. Okay lets get to the point ,, im dealing wid the worst manager i've met!
Encik Sani!
First day was 4 hours, 11am-3pm! den on 2nd day anuther 4 hrs ,, Sani said if you dunno, ask! HEARD DAT!!

Okok make sense? >> At west coast plaza, in the middle of no where, could u expect a full house at tat time? Only the first 5 tables r filled ,, Table 1,2,3,4 & 5 ,,
There r tables numbered from 1-25 ,, Does it make sense if i could memorise all in just 4 hrs which i've always been bz serving only the first few tables?
He kinda scolded me on the 2nd day coz i maseh tk kenal the table numbers -.-
Ok fine small stuff .. Stories could go on from sweepings, table settings, order taking, wiping, not knowing untold promotions etc.

Ok its good to make mistakes n get to learn, but sarcasm & overloaded anger trying to say im dumb, is jus gonna make me mad ,, I prefer a manager, not a commander ,,
C'mon, im a newbie here, i nid time to learn in the process ,, Pressuring me aint gonna help ,,
Ok, in my workplace, everyday, the bosses r there ,, The fountain(the drinks section) is always dealt by one of the boss which is supposedly to be by waiters ,, So .. too bad, i dun even get to learn to make any of the special drinks like the ice creams, desserts & expresson n stuffs ,, i have no idea! No one have ever told me abt the instruction books, "EH HELLO HERE GOT INSTRUCTION BOOK RIGHT? DUNNO HOW TO READ AH?" wad the fuck!!

one time this part timer was there - Hamid ,, First time seing him ,, Ok on dat day was my first time being in the fountain ,, I heard him bitching im slow ,, DURHH!!~ FIRST TIMER!! im used to it at ol! Since ive always been taking orders, running the dishes & clearing etc ,,

Fuck im quitting ,, i prefer my old BaliThai & Fox!

School's starting soon ,, Pity Arep if there's something i can helpout wid for his sch works ,,
Btw GSS, wooots!

This is my shopping list at the mommee ,,
Perfume
shades
specs
plain black cap
some plain Geordano Ts
sme kewl tshirts
belt
jeans
fat shoes!
hmmmss ,, maybe necklace? i lurve accessories!!

2009-06-16T02:49:00.000-07:00

16 June 2009, 5.49pm ,, I realli suffering under depression, i nid a hug ,,

2009-05-26T16:16:00.001-07:00

PROPAGANDA!

2009-05-26T00:12:00.000-07:00

Love this totally!

2009-05-25T09:44:00.001-07:00

I went for my first day at work today, start werk at 11am =D BBQ Chicken West Coast Plaza & yea, ok, I am happy .. k bye

2009-05-25T01:29:00.000-07:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 30 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: plain cold water
2. Last phone call: from Nizam
3. Last text message: To Syafiq
4. Last song you listened to: Hush hush by PCD
. Last time you cried: Should i even tell?

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: nopes
.7. Been cheated on:haha hu doesnt?
.8. Kissed someone & regretted it: O.o if i dn want, ill js push tat person away
.9. Lost someone special: lost? errr no, i didnt misplace any of them
10. Been depressed: DURHHH~!
11. Been drunk and threw up: never got drunked before

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:12. RED!13. BLACK!14. White
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)15. Made a new friend: countless kay! :)
16. Fallen out of love: yep2
17. Laughed until you cried:usually my friends r very funny
18. Met someone who changed you:YEP!!tat person's a jerk thou
19. Found out who your true friends were:well, jodoh di tangan Allah
20. Found out someone was talking about you: durhh hu doesnt
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: lol =P
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: many still ive not met in person
23. How many kids do you want to have:if possible 6? 7? :)
24. Do you have any pets: dat idiot threw them away
25. Do you want to change your name:Im blessed with Muhammad Syah Ridzal
26. What did you do for your last birthday:well jacks bought pizza tats all
27. What time did you wake up today: 9am first day at work!
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: OTP? chatting?
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: relationship can?
30. Last time you saw your Mother: Yesterday lor
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:My life huh? hmmm I think im well raised -.-"
32. What are you listening to right now: nutin
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: The only place i saw Tom is in the Maths Textbook of pri 1 -3!
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: ND not replying
35. Most visited webpage: Tube8 ... NOT!youtube
36. Whats your real name: Muthu Rasapathy
37. Nicknames: Dzal, Browne, Adek
38. Relationship Status:Single! =]
39. Zodiac sign: Libra
40. Male or female?: Male
41. Primary?: Yuqun Pri
42. Secondary School?: Jurongville
43. Poly/Ite/Jc/others?: Lasalle
44. Hair colour: black brown
45. Long or short: they call it L-O-N-G
46. Height: 1.68?IM SHAWT!
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: hmmm confused
48: What do you like about yourself?: i draw well, ppl say im a good listener, im wise, im nice =P
49. Piercings: i want to pierce my ears & lips can?
50. Tattoos: gambar ultraman tapi tandok shape konek kt leher, i aint kidding
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: O.O
53. First piercing: none
54. First best friend: as far as i can remember, Fairus?
55. First sport you joined: didnt join any
56. First vacation: KL
58. First pair of trainers: shorts?

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: just finished my Nasi Ayam
60. Drinking: no
61. I'm about to: masterbate ... not! continue nuber 62
62. Listening to: my PC running, KEWL!
63. Waiting for: my fren to reply

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: u asked me about kids on #23!!
65. Get Married?: can i fuck anyone i want ?
66. Career?: Politician? A history or art lecturer? A businessman

Which IS BETTER :67. Lips or eyes: eyes..
68. Hugs or kisses: i love kisses
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms:stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: R'ship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: i dn go randmly kissing nonyas hor
77. Drank hard liquor: nice
78. Lost glasses/contacts: i dn wear contacts n this is my first glass
79. Sex on first date: SCISSORS FRIES!!
80. Broken someone's heart: Yeaa hate me for telling the truth or love for my lies?
82. Been arrested: wadever for?!
83. Turned someone down: yeaaa
84. Cried when someone died: durhhh
85. Fallen for a friend?: eeee

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yea
87. Miracles: of course
88. Love at first sight:yes
89. Heaven: yep, after every test, there's reward
90. Santa Claus: u mean Saint Nicholas? a holy man whom u guys turned him into a clown?
91. Kiss on the first date: =P
92. Angels: yep 8000 of them

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: can handle meh?
95. Did you sing today?: nope
96. Ever cheated on somebody?:i guess?
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: back to swit 16 :D
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?:tats would be 363days ago
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: sometime syea
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: im honest

2009-05-22T00:10:00.000-07:00

K back then I was out wid Din n yea window shopping, so wadever bla bla i got dis Catalog book, free yea, so it was onli on Wednesday I was out, window shopping again to find the fashion stores from reference from the book, so i went to Bugis, Jalan Pisang there so searching2 urghhh!! panas!! i didn't find it, frustrated ,, Okok u noe arab st is filled wid graffitis n stancels ryte? Some r nice, not too bad, some r horrible DIS?!

Where in the world did the artist got this intention?! HAHAHAHAH HILARIOUS! da pocong tkpe, HES SMILING!

lol byeee

2009-05-15T11:15:00.000-07:00

i nid a hug, SERIOUSLY! =/ im forever being happy in the day, but when reaching home later, im usually not ok urgh fuck ,,

2009-05-14T00:29:00.000-07:00

Can u imagine playing checkers online wid ur fren on msn & he keep nudging u when it's ur turn? URGH!! Frustrating sia playing games wid Kiddo! LOL! Looks like im staying home the whole day? booores

9th May; REBEL

2009-05-09T19:50:00.000-07:00

Woo, can't help to stop dancing to the beats at REBEL yesterday ,, It was great ,, Last minute confirmation by Joseph, Mikal's friend ,, err 3 of us? lol!i dun even mind even goin wid Mikal alone ,, Aite, in my boxers, get dressed ,, Geez, I took the train to Clark Quay ,, It was wad? 9pm? K I was alone in the train, well i wasn't updated of any clown entertainment in the MRT itself ,,

Look, de clown standing, in white top in 3 quarter thingi wadever these weirdos call it ,, Ok this guy was supposedly sitting just a few seats ON THE LEFT of me ,, K firstly he went to the door, checking out his hair, wadever's so cool about it ,, KK this guy look like hmm 32? 33? Pinoy? Hair? err BARBER style? After checkin his hairdo, oh well normal guy thingi ,,

Suddenly at Dover he stand and move to that area (as shown in the pic), on my right side, I though he was expecting his fren or date wid a maid or smth,, NOOO ,, He stand there aaaand as soon as "door's closing, keep clear of door", he held the pole, stretch his legs & making some wadever shit dance moves ,, I was like O.o errrr ,, I realised he was with his earpiece on ,, Hip Hop Pinoy version in his ears or something? Then he bend down & BOOM! making some cardio workouts, the whole cabin turned! Same; O.o ,, THATS WAD I CALL FOREIGN TALENT! Then he went to the pole where u have the handles dangling, i tot he was just gonna keep quiet, HE MADE PULL UPS! I IMMEDIATELY TOOK OUT MY PHONE! But it turned out he was done wid it, & moving back into position HAHAHA ,, Not forgetting to mention, he was in shades ,, Dis guy .... date? too excited to go to the clubs? or just too happy for getting his new "SUPER COOL" outfit? hahahahah ,, ohh wadever ,,

Waited for Mikal at Clark Quay, met them ,, Aite supposedly to head to the Arena, but ended up being rejected the guy said 25 ,,25 years old, I WAS HAPPY!! Because the crowd outside didnt look appealing to me, AT ALL! Businessman & workers? ewww ,, Joseph's idea when I found out he likes it for the angmohs? gosh! angmohs r so not my cup ef tea ,, YUCKS! I love Asians, they're the best, be it the chinese, the malays wadever ,, Oh well, i suggested Rebel, so yea, hey good deal, before 11, $15! wooo save $10! hahah! The French DJs were awesome, followed by the local DJ, honestly kinda boring ,, His songs, r forever in 98.7fm ,, hahah!

OMG OMG i almost frgot it ,, U noe, most guys when heading the clubs, in their mind were looking forward fer their luck fer wad? to get an ass to grind? Mikal got one, Joseph got it ,, I dun even care! HAHAH! But later, I got one, FUCK!! GRINDING ISN'T FUN! IT'S SO TIRING & I DUN GET TO MAKE MY OWN MOVES! GEEZ! ok fine... sexy,, This chic, hmm 18? 19? pretty? err ain't ma type ,, but hey, OMG!! Its tiring ,, VERY! first & the last! ewww these gurls r so cheap ,, Had fun, aite with some weird people hahaha!! It's great hunks r happening lol! But still, I miss the old MOS ,,

p.s tiring la sey! cramps!

2009-05-08T00:14:00.000-07:00

Had a good laugh on Wed with Shahiddin ,, Ok supposedly to be wid Haikool & Mikal to the city, but it didn't work out well but Din called me if Im goin somewhere ,, So yea sure, y not, planned to go shopping mah,,

First stop to Bugis to have our dinner at 6pm? Kay while waiting, i went to BHG to search fer boxers , Boxers at home looks exactly like how it would have been preyed by aligators ,, ITS HORRIBLE! && its the bottom, so u dun want me to be infront of the comp with my dick dangling out right? LOL! Bought 2 pairs, cute! poka dots! haha $14.95? LOL! Met Din, go to TongSeng as always ,, Then off to Orchard ,,

Kay Din tiba2 kemarot nk lepak at Cineleisure, mann tat place I've always been asking the peeps to hangout there, they ain't liking it ,,Me & Din forever bullshit-ing, and not forgetting to mention, arguing ,, Bla bla, when we were walking pass the Havainas stall, we blast into laughter ,, I was expecting a tanned hot bod dude, GOSH! it was this guys insted; round faced & round body fair looking malay dude instead ,, Y we laughed? We couldn't see his neck ,, LOL!! HAHAHAHAAH!! Okok wadever, i was disappointed I couldnt find what was appealing tat day ,, Oh well, whole day out stakat beli boxers, HOW GREAT! GRRRR

p.s Singapore bores big time!~

MAY!!!

2009-05-05T03:45:00.000-07:00

Aite i dunno from when I should start, hurhur ,, K nvm, I'll just talk about 1st May, Mods Mayday ,, K it has been nearly 8? 9 months the last time I dressed up the Mod way ^^
Ben Sherman's Longsleeve button downs, my exclusive shiny cherry red belts, tailor made pants with my striking authentic Clark's desert boot ,, No doubt, Im unique, Im attractive, Im hated by the low class hurhur ,, Arrogant? No Mod isn't,, Yea it's just a day but hey Im happy, my friends were happy to see me back from how I look when they knew me in the first place ,, Amir saying, the revival of the messiah? haha ,, I ain't the annointed one ,, I miss those times, without that, I won't be with my loved Jacks even though they r always a pain in my ass ,, HAHAH!! That day made all the way down to Bugis, to Bussorah street for the gig, GEEZ! i was late for TSTV! thats That Square TV! Its ok, met some ef ma old mod peeps, Mun, Zam, Wan, Me'on ,, Oh well, didn't have much pix lol boring day but Im happy im we're out LOL! ]

Saturday hmm OH!

Saturday 2nd May was fun! =PPPPPPP I went out to picnic with my other peeps ,, WALAUPON KAT UJONG PULAU KE TIMUR!!Pasir Ris ,, Ok met Sheryl, Azhar, Azmi, Kiddo && world champion Suraya aka Sam LOL! Ok eventhou not well planned, we all bought our own food, no sharing of some full filled picnic basket like u saw at Yogi Bear's TV shows HAHA ,, Reached there at what? 4.30? 5? lol waste of time strolling, played UNO which lasted for more than an hr, Kiddo lose the game =P bluek ,, Azmi was first, urgh! da sah budak Bedok! KK next time if im invited to anuther picnic, i'll try & bring something ,, BUTBUT who cares, Kiddo lose, he call me a cheater! grrrr

Sunday? hmm did I do anything? Ouhh went to the City alone ,, surveying && hey I miss my 2nd home ,, Monday went to City again with Din ,, lalalalaa, 2moro,, showtime ,, I wanna go shopping! hmmm hmmm what to buy! C how la ah, but Im adoring this particular shades, urgh!!! $289?!!! ANYBODY GIVING ME $200?! AZHAR?! ceyhh kla dats ol, bye bye ^^

p.s kiddo called me a cheater =P hahahahahaha

2009-04-27T04:13:00.000-07:00

i want a new cap, a new pair of proper shades, specs, perfume, tops! ^^ $400 would be enough

Skewl Hols Finallyy

2009-04-25T20:19:00.000-07:00

wooo!~ Im in my school holidays!
Struggled like hell on 20th - 23rd april itself.
Aite just a reminder, Im from Lasalle College of the Arts,, 23rd April 8am was the day of submission of our 1yr worth of school work,, Arep's submission date was 21st April, he struggled only on 20th hurhur ,, Overnyte at my house, for the sake of printing ,, Geez he got alot of undone loads ,, Me? Took the opportunity to do my works ,,

Works includes workshops like Sketchup, Photoshop, Illustration etc & 2D works which inludes colages, cd cover designs etc 3d works i had to make a so called sophisticated bamboo made mattress ,, Drawing include 1mx1m collage, mini collages ,, Its a heavy thingi ,,
I accompanied Arep to skewl at 8am ,, Went there in his dad's car ,, It rained for awhile thou *brrr ,,

Neva in ma life i reach school at 8am! Even during normal school, we reach school at 9! There goes the interior designers ,, Cool works ,, Im sure Arep's jealoused ,, I get frustrated too coz they did same studio works which were WOW! I had this classmate named Sha, ok he's forever not in class the fact he's a repeat student,, Accompanied him too for submission for assesment ,, O.O 1 A2 folder(not fully filled), an a sketchbook or two ,, JESUS!

Wondering?
Tell u what I brought on 23rd - 2 1kg worth of sketchbooks, 1 1kg note pad worth of research, a few thin sketchbooks, 2 paintings, 1 1mx1m collage mounted on a 1.1mx1.2m board, my 50cm tall me-made hat =P folders, own designed posters, my mattress -.-* cd cover design, presentation boards, my workshop works all complete ,, OK! even though Im so good in my work, I have them, Ive learnt && no doubt, they r neatly presented ,, Pity that Sha tapi hey, hard work pays off in the future, laziness pays off now ^^ no ego-ism ya but its the fact ,,
Arep? I dun remember ,, I only remember these bag of home made shit he brought HAHAHAAHAHA!! (sandwich project)

Im a good student dun u tink so? hahaha ,,
Kay 6pm I had to make my collection ,, Dad brought me there, collected those shit again
haha but i was so so happy i bumped onto my one of my ecturer, my favourite lecturer, Mary =P i said byebye Mary
Mary: U did well *smile*
I was O.O WOAHHHHHHHHHH!! R U SERIOUS?!
Mary: shhh shhh!!!
HAHAHAH IM SO HAPPY! kkk wadever, follwed dad to SimLim -.- buy something, bla bla off i go home!

102 days worth of holidays!
byebye *wave hand*

2009-04-17T20:24:00.000-07:00

Woo im so lewkin ferwoed fer ma 102 days holiday =P 23rd april ma las day ef skewl, starting back in line on 3rd august! Off to da clubs on 25th, urgh! saving all d energy && money for tat day ,, Aite prntmaking sux as always, being in art skewl ain't easy jobs ya, u got to be consistent, & yea, time management ,, U got to have money, hey materials aint cheap ya ,,

Urghh can't believe i spent more than $12 just for paper for just printmaking which is a once a week 5week project!!

Okok nostalgia nostalgia nostalgia, urghh cant get it off my mind ,, Kla short & swit, as always I just cant get along with my family, they jus arent understanding ,, lol byeee

2009-04-06T19:22:00.000-07:00

My God, last last Sat, my hp gone crazy, idiot, coz of water -.- Dammit, contacting friends on Sat is so important huhuhu ,, Went to the City for the Earth Hour thingi at Cityhall && before that we were at Cineleisure, hey kewl place to hangout, music & cookies nearby O.- BUT finding a place to seat SUCKS!! But i luv d scene there, the kids especially ,, Then we went to Clark Quay to meet the others, hangout a while & then to esplanade, we're forever wid our stupid jokes & stories wakaka ,, Bla bla bla, went home, as always to the comp, CHRIST! i couldn't excess the internet for some weiRd reasons URGH!!! its been more than week now,, this? im using my bro's lappy ,, I just hate borrowing ,, Did have a hp repacement, but internet connectn fer the comp, na-ah URGH! Gtg now, My holiday starts on 23rd April, 3Mths ++ so looking forward for it =D weee ,, Anw, im looking fer some clubbing kakis, any? HAHAHA

2009-03-27T13:27:00.000-07:00

it's 4.27 AM! yea im not asleep, in fact just reached home from wedding decoration setup at Teck Whye & dais at Pasir Ris, dammit always frustrated by those 2 oldies -.-dammit i pity Kamil la, not eaten the whole day -.- 2am++ then food came, i dont mind la not eating, but i mind if my friend ain't getting energy lol! Its Saturday, finally, i nid a time out ,, Last Sat i wasn't out =P Hopefully a good one 2moro puhlease ...

2009-03-25T08:34:00.000-07:00

At most times, hey face it, it's fair. We all faced the "i can't get what i wanted particularly" . For my case, haishh ,, =P Im strong, I can live with these .. I'll never wait, i'll just keep going ,, School's ending soon, in a month time? Geez, finally ,, I want my 3months 10days break!! Im so gonna party, ,, People used to say I've gt loads of friends, yea, lol, WHERE THE HECK R THEY?! People change, I'm gettin older, I make new friends here there; eventhough many are not sincere LOL! No need to pretend, I'll find out =D
Hmmm nothing much to say, I wanna change ,, I got big dreams, I want a certain path, I wanna achieve that ,, If I don't Im a loser ,,

2009-03-18T01:29:00.000-07:00

Skewl assesment comin soon, next 5 weeks? k wads assesment? well its the period when the lecturers will check my 8month worth of work and grade, a good pass, next level, jus a pass or a fail im doom, ill jus get myself getting raped by a bunch of trannies for a week,, URGH!! NERVOUS! Aite, zal can do it, no sweat ,, Im hardworking ,, =D aite2 put tat aside ,,

Kay went to Zouk last sunday, SUNDAY NYTE!! LOL! Monday schooling at 3pm, well who cares, I PARTIED!! woo!! Went wid Malik, Mikal, Haikool, Amen, Zulu, Afiq dot dot DAM WAS FUN!! AINT SATISFIED && saw some familiar faces; voguelicious LOL! and sharul WTF R U DOIN THERE?! This dats music URGH!!! CANT STOP DANCING! Well ain't as fun as MOS thou ,, Well 1 year didnt club, IM GONNA ROCK ALL THE CLUBS CEYH!! k short short enuf BYE!~

2009-03-09T06:48:00.000-07:00

school makes everyone stress, which doesnt? urgh!!

2009-03-08T09:10:00.000-07:00

Saturday sux, planned to watch Voguelicious at PS before TSTV's performance, planned to go leave home at 330 but, weather na-ah, not good ,, Aite leave home, 5.11 i told Faiz ily, dammit, LATE! Faria, LATER! Before anything, i just wanna say, we reached Bugis at 7? And we move off from the last desti at 11 -.- GEEZ! BORING!! Went to Bugis, eat, walked to Esplanad, hangout awhile then ff to Clark Quay, end of story ,, Dis idiot, da knape, nk dessert -.- FAIZ!! KAU DARAH HAID PE?! HAHAHAHA!! Ok fine, i recommened him, since we're at Clark Quay, lets have the Turkish Ice cream mmm $3 thou ,, Anyway, 1 bapok ni jambu growl! hahahah!! Assignments stacking, im dead rat ,, Good luck Zal ,,

2009-03-05T06:38:00.000-08:00

Oryte im so disappointed wid myself, much of school works not done,, My Drawings, collages, cd-rom designs, sandwich etc urgh!! Everything piled up LUCKILY! im doin well in my researches ,, Het c'mon, its 20% kay! Am so gonna concentrate on ma 2D, 3D and my Drawing A ,, Asessments on 23rd April, less than 2 months left! Next 2 weeks onwards, 4 works im emphasizing on my specialism course, communication designs wee! BUT next week, supposedly to complete all my works! I have onli 2moro, Saturday morning and Sunday! Wow wow wow!!

Okok, stressed, but suddenly im able to sleep early, wrong timing sey, lagi2 time da nak assesments, i nid time! Lukily no more new pimples =D glad i met my dermatologists yesterday lol.. Hmms kla nuting much to say, im normal Zal, just a lil bit more busy =B u guys tgc byebye!~

2009-03-05T06:04:00.001-08:00

Every 40 minutes, a woman is killed by domestic violence in Russia

2009-02-24T07:10:00.000-08:00

Im so into Comm D ,, Graphic designs, advertising etc ,, Went to my briefing just now, ok abit takot, but hey, its my dream, im gonna strive for it pls ,, 1030-1130am, so much time so i decided to go TngSeng jap, dam hungry then off to Orchard Rd, urgh!! im frustrated my small stussy bag tu koyak2, URGH!! okok pathetic! i was at FarEast, so many shops r still closed at 1230pm!! WTF!! forget it, im nt gonna buy anything ,, Head to the masjid for fajr, then off home, cz it started drizzling ,, I was missing my comp oreadi, ceyh im forever missing the computer ,, HAHAHAH ,, as always, now im getting more active kt alamak WOW! HAHAH k random ,,

The prophet Muhammad said, dun leave ur neighbour in hunger if ure fed well ,, So .. share =B dun be selfish

2009-02-21T09:09:00.000-08:00

Okok today, supposedly planned to ef off of the house at 4, but becoz of the rain, delayed till 5? Lol, met Ifix & Tok Men, then Amir,, First stop, Somerset, Cineleisure, off to Pastamania!! Yea, finally its certified Halal, permissible! Ok its my ferst time so i have no idea wad they actually put on it, but it cost me $11.90 kay! And Amir mourning of his $16++ pdhal die beli air skali ,, Okla not so bad, not so good thou, next time, BBQ basement!! Okok been craving fer ma Strawberry Cheesequake Ice Cream from DQ mmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!! NICE!! Didnt walk around much in Orchard, dammit!! Next stop to Cityhall, ending up change plan, walk to Clark Quay ,, Walked pass home club, waaah, flea market!! Urghh there was one of this design, so cute!! Comic strip BUT its in blue!! I dun wear blue tshirts =S *well except for the Giordano one hehehe* Off to clark Quay riverside, as always, same old spot!! Met Haikool, less than 30mins, dorg plan nk gi esplanade plak!! Urgh!! Okok wadever, bla bla bla, lepak esplanade till 10.30++ then off home ,, boooring!! next time, we play bowling!!

2009-02-19T05:20:00.000-08:00

Talk wid Taufiq, the scout guy on the phone yesterday, blah blah suddenly he forever singing, makes me sleepy -.- Now i noe someone who forever is dancing AND new one, forever singing .. lol? Hahaks, as owaes, late for sch, why?? I was across the road when the bus arrived & i have to wait anuther 20mins? THATS 1200 SECONDS OK! Ok shucks, single deck, i had to stand. Okay, at one point, i got a seat beside this guy, an hour later when he wanted to alight, i realised it was actually a women -.o in skirts n female shoes .. Ok fine, i move in, GOSH!! A healthy disabled guy sat beside me, TALKING WID ME KAY! I got scared!! I was like "urgh im late for skool, now i get haunted by some scary guy?! " Bus passed by Heeren's gosh! I cant believe they're replacing that New York restaurant wid MacDonald's?! DISGUSTING!! Each of their meal are just gonna cost more than 800 calories!
Ok im looking after myself these days, more fruits, more veggies, less sugar, less spicy urghh!! Choclates ok fine, i love strawberries more than chocolate =D This time im gonna get ma hair blackened, this thats, new me! Err hopefully successful LOL!

2009-02-17T07:27:00.000-08:00

TIRED!! 1/2 DEAD! AFTER A JOG!! [p.s now is 11.27pm]
*rest*
15mins later
Ok Tuesday, boriiing .. But i saw some weird people, but i couldnt even remember of them! -.- Monday? Boooring .. Im missing Orchard Rd urghh!! I love the busy life! Okok i dunno wad to talk about .. soriii

2009-02-14T02:32:00.001-08:00

Happy Valentine's All!! =D

kk no date today, just setting up a wedding function! Urgh!!

2009-02-12T10:41:00.000-08:00

Aite2, wednesday morning, yawns ,, get ready for skul, urgh! Found my weigh machine under the cupboard lol! been searchin for dat! O.O JEZS! i lost a few kilos! Wow cutting a meal a day kicks kilos away LOL! Aite i wanna make 2009 different, more positive, more stress free for me huhu ,, Okok dats ol i got to say, tired! sleepx! byebye

an honest person and anuther honest one, make them together,,
a liar and a liar make the worst couple LOL

2009-02-09T11:08:00.000-08:00

Aite its a tusday oreadi urghh so fast ,, Aite2 was dam disappointed the peeps tk klua on Sat, when im free urghh ,, stayed at home lorr ,, On the comp whole day, sediiiihh ,, Sunday, woah, luckily out wid Mikal & peeps ,, Met ma msn mates, Alisa & Zully, hahakx, tk sangka i would meet u guys lol! Anuther 2 girls, Y & Y, forgot their names, i remember it starts with Y ,, Hahakx, had sheesha, went high LOL! Then off to Marina, tot of playing pool, end up playing bowling ,, Wakaka ,, 2 of them, Y & Y were first timers, lol, girls, so throwing the ball i dun tink so ,, They rolled it, but hey, they got points ,, Malik overtook Mikal by 8 points wakaka ,, Ok i was 3rd last, ok fine!! For fun, nice outing, expecting more heeex!

2009-02-07T02:33:00.000-08:00

No doubt, ask any malay kid, they'll agree "matrep bodo" ,, Well i shall agree uh, at times ,, Okok 1 time, i was taking the train, from Boon Lay MRT ,, Ok so, mcm phm uh eh, biasa jgak, i would go to the last cabin ,, Boon Lay is the first station,, we noe it right? u take from both areas at the station, it moves same direction to wards Pasir Ris ,, KK so kt last cabin, matreps kecoh uh ,, Mcm biasa jgak, kecoh, maki sane cni, wakaka hahaha dis n dats ,, Ok, then the train depart ,, Then da nk lakeside, dis matrep tiba2 salam2 uh sume,, They said : Huh?? ko gi ane? He replied: "Aku naek yg lagi 1 train uh, ku laen, ku trn Buona Vista ,, HAHAHAHAHA WTHECK!! SUME KETAWA!! U switch train at Lakeside, it'll go back to Boon Lay right?!

HAHAHAH BODO SAK!!
Okok fine, he argue2, ok fine, he agreed ,, p.s org kalo bodo, confirm tk percaya org laen psl die fierkan die pandai mah ,, Okok then kt Jurong east, his friends alighted, he also alighted!! They said: eh bukan bukan, kau dudok! Kau Buona Vista ,, Tu budak tk percaya la sak ,, oz the others r switching train at Jurong East, KAN NORTH EAST LINE!! HAHAHAH BONGOK SAK!!

Okok today mendak, saturday, sume tk klua, im disappointed ,, urgh!!

2009-02-02T08:33:00.001-08:00

2009-02-01T07:58:00.001-08:00

u gotta watch dis

2009-02-01T00:28:00.000-08:00

I've "kendarat" at the worst situations, handling hundreds with jus 2 hands & ive jus experienced the worst wedding decoration setups! 113 tables, 904 chairs!! 904 chairs, wid chair covers ok!
There're 11 of us. 11!! Me, Haikool, Kecik, Arin, Zaed, Kamil, Arai, my cuz, Akid & 3 of his frens ,,
Geez, Akid & his friends, dear Lord, even without them, there's only a slight difference ,, THEY'RE SO SLOW! First timer excuse is not an excuse, becoz, Zaid, Arin, Kecik are also first timers ,, OMG, they do the chair coverings so slow!! HELLO!! They r in their group of 4 wherever they go, even to the toilet & arranging 113 11x6cm containers!
No no no,, One time i ask only 1 of them, to put the plastic top on the tables ,, His reply: Only me alone? i was like +__+ in my mind, hey, i do the wedding dais alone too!
Wadever it is, the closing was hell but but im very very proud of my 5 peeps(my cuz and his 3 frens did not come for the closing), they r able to settle everything fast ,, ok la, 3hrs++, 7 of us, urghh ,, We used to be 8 of us, closing a 20 table decorations k! HAHAHAH!! Worst still this one, no others helped us in stacking the tables, chairs etc ,, I love being malay, the "gotong royong" feeling, helping each other even when they noe they're not getting paid, a.k.a volunteer or lend a hand!
Indians, wad can i say ,, Ok ill put tat racist topic later ,, =D
Ok here's the thing, ive got 2 tix, to the City Alive, Asia's biggest street party,, One for me, & anuther for Mikal! Mikal was waiting fer me at CityHall & me, so so bz ,, I have to go, i have to go ,, Pity him abit, wad i care most is the party!! 2 of us? YEA!! kite kaysiao pe!
Mcm2 org, reminds me of the Rugrats ,, Them reading this book of Opposites,, The tall, the short, the fat the thin, normal & toothless, black hair, blonde hair, and so on! LOL!
Party was awesome, worth my money, idk abt u Mikal ,, hahakx but yea, love it ,, Hungout at Clark Quay after dat, took the first bus home ,,IM NOT SATISFIED! Next stop, to the clubs, urgh!! Peeps not 18 yet, big probo ,,

Ok this is my theory ,,
The most smartest of all, r the jews,, Dangerous of all, the caucasians, but the most anger causing, r the indians ,, Got to admit it, MOST of them r very self centered & OMG, choosy!
" I hate that, i want it like this, like dat , no no, not nice, i want like dat" coz they want everything to worth their money & they will get angry if they have to pay an extra $15 for an extra table setup ,, Dude, its wedding thingi, u nid money if u have high expectations,, Ask any malay businessman whom r in the wedding & catering industry especially, they r usually afraid of the indians ,, Coz they get mad, they arent paying ,, Im not joking ,, They wont pay & they're proud of it ,, Too much pride is not good ,,

2009-01-29T03:49:00.000-08:00

STRESS!!

2009-01-26T07:56:00.000-08:00

Am a lil moody now ,, Aite2, lets talk about y'day, Sunday ,, Jack "reunion dinner", ok we had dinner at ZamZam, 20 of us ,, Not a complete batch ,, Glad Mel joined us ,, Hey me n her getting closer as frens ,, Zamzam treat was by Mikal & Lamsi ,, Oh ya thankx guys! Had my favourite murtabak =] Went to prayer jap, then off shisha huhu, this time Amen's treat, got his salary ,, wakaka ,, Ok new place, we didnt go to Mosi Cafe ,, wadever, ok la new experience, this time inside the cafe, on proper carpetings ,,

Okok this is the thing, there is a toilet, WID A BIG HOLE! &&& Kamil's inside, doin his biz! OMG!! tu tkpe, kite ngendap2, he can smile and laugh! WTH!! HAHAHAHAHA ,, That cheered me up alot la k wakaka ,, Okok, nuting much, went home, by train ,, tada,,

haiss imy

2009-01-24T22:19:00.000-08:00

anyway for those whu didnt come fer ma school open house, this was wad we did as a class

this ma werk here

2009-01-24T21:44:00.000-08:00

Dear diary

aite nutin' much i wanna talk about ,, school? urgh, piling up wid assignments ,, Luckily we're havin a wk of independent week ,,
Aite, im not having a great time, well, i always dn have a great time ,, Let me share ,, I dun habba great family ,, Im the last child amongst us 3 ,, Last child always the best? na-ah ,, If im at home, d'you noe tat 85% of the time im in my room? the other 15? Toilet, durhh ,, && makan at dining room ,, Dats how much the room is worth to me ,, My handphone, my use-able comp, air-con & bed ,, Among the family i'm extremely quiet ,, I spend very, i mean VERY little time talking to my mum ,, If wid bro & dad, it's always them who start the convo ,, Im not close wid ma family uh ,, I depend so much on my friends, love u guys too much ,, Yea people say i'm rich, family biz things like dat, yea so wad ,, It doesnt realli matter to me la, i work for the money FYI!

Amen's theory of saying me being a very cheerful is fading la ,, Me being more quiet, Jacks are reading problems from my face ,, Sigh sigh ,, Some of the things are ridiculous ah like hey, i hate my age k, seriously ,, The surroundings is bothering me too much, even the thou like wad everyone would say, 'Town' is my 2nd home ,, Yea, tats the place where i put my hairs down ,, Well they're quite a number of stuffs which are bothering me ,, 2008, brings too much cries to me ,,

U all noe, or let me tell, im an animal lover ,, And my favourite are cats ,, Even thou if im allowed to have a dog, i would still want a cat ,, My oldest cat died last year ,, Allah ,, I did badly for my Os, on the day of the result, SPCA came to my house to collect my cats WITHOUT ANY NOTICE FUCK!! I HAVE THE WORST MUM WHO DOESNT NOE HOW TO CARE FOR MY FEELINGS!! 2008, too much ,, Too much personal stuffs oso, so i dare nt post them here ,, I've changed, i guess ,,

2009 arrived, let see what this year gotta offer ,, I gotta get prepared, go for dinner later, belated 18th birthdays of Muhammad Nurul Islam & Ahmad Haikal ,,

p/s i wanna change

2009-01-17T08:38:00.000-08:00

aite2 fine ill update my diary ,, aite all my friends noe, Browne or Zal condemn Jews ,, Yea i hate Jews aka Zionists ,, 2 different thing ya ,, aite latest news ,,, hmmmm japs ,,, uhuh uhuh ,, its 18 January, 12.39am ,, aite2 so far

(Reuters) - Following are developments in the fighting in the Gaza Strip as of 9 a.m. British time:
* GAZA - Israeli bombardment kills two boys sheltering at a U.N. school and wounds 14, including the boys' mother, a United Nations spokesman said.
* GAZA - Four people are killed by Israeli tank fire at a Gaza residential neighbourhood, hospital staff say.
* GAZA - Hamas says one of its fighters was killed in a clash with troops in central Gaza.
* GAZA - The Israeli army says attacks 50 targets overnight, including 16 tunnels, two mosques from which gunmen had fired on troops, three bunkers, eight rocket-launching pads and six mined areas including a booby-trapped building.
* DEATH TOLL - The Hamas-run Health Ministry in Gaza says at least 1,199 Palestinians have been killed in the Gaza offensive, among them 410 children and some 5,300 have been wounded.
Ten Israeli soldiers and three civilians hit by Hamas rocket fire have been killed since December 27 when Israel launched an offensive with the stated goal of halting rocket salvoes.

Can u imagine 1199 people each give u $1 each wk?! tats how bad it is!!
aite, im wise, u gotta face dat,, im extremely political so dn cheat me, especially my money! I make sure my pocket is always filled wid money, not wrappers k! K dis is bad, im a nice guy ,, i always tell dat to my friends but i always got "ko mcm mat" or " ku tngok kau action giler sak time ku nmpk kau first time" ,, lol wadever ,, haha beneath the dirty mud, there lies the chest =)

Haha okok wads my aim this yr ,, Aite this is my diary so i'll write it here ,, Aite im gonna clean up my face, i wanna lose my weight && gain my height if possible HAHAHAHA ,, 1.68m ok! I aint happy wid dat ,, aim: 1.72m! 4 cm big difference k! Got to do something wid the hair ,, haha ok im so gonna amke my mum mad k coz i realli need the money LOL! Zal! Stop hehe haha wid the shopping bags, its spendings on services now LOL!!

Urgh i really wanna club! Its been such a long time!!! Din ajak me go St James 2moro, && i found out tix is at $28! URGH!!! PATHETIC KAN?!!! anyone can bo me $8 =D HAHAHAHA!!

Eh ape sak, i should be talking about my dayy ,,

Okok lets start!!! ehm! 17 January!! Saturday, LaSalle's open house, got to be there for the mural project whereby all of us paint the school walls ,, haha, ok pathetically its so badly planned, geez,, its so nt organised, to be frank ,, we arent even sure about the paintings ,, urghh cannot angkat, i just went off like dat ,, Saturday is such a day for me, i hate to waste it, seriously ,, Aite2 went home str8, get ready, off to Somerset to meet some of the peeps ,, Lol ,,

Oh oh anw, i saw Syahrul! hahahaha!! I forgot about him! hello!

Then went to Cityhall for dinner , ok weirdo, bnyk matrep sak kt marina steps ,, kiwek iritating sak ,, ko fiker ko rmbot gold ku nk curi pe sak ,, haha! ok wadever as long i dn hear any shit, im cool ,, Okok saw dis monkee in red hoody when at the food paradise upstairs, woooo, mak bedah aka Sharul WTH!! kecoh sak ,, ahah okok bla bla, had nasi ayam penyet mmmmmmmmmm!!! itsa not spicy thou URGH!! bla bla then off to esplanade to buy drinks, $1.50 cheaper mah, then off to Clark Quay ,, Along the way jumpe the gurls,, wooo! GB(gurl bedok) ade ,, haha we hangout at boat quay ,, oh ya met anuther gurl oso, nta ape namer die, ok la quite cute ,, haha talk talk talk ok tadaaa , off home ,,

p.s fauzy nye bibir barang baek dok!

2009-01-06T06:36:00.000-08:00

all my frens noe wad i hate ,, there r 3 particular ones, wanna noe? ask me ,, ceyhh nuting to update about, school resumed, URGH!!

2009-01-01T22:29:00.000-08:00

Its 2009, im terrified ,, Geez, people r jus gonna assume me to be 20, fuck u! I just reached my 19th birthday less than 2 mths ago, yea, im very particular about age ,, It ain't just a number ,, I'm glad 2008 is ova, kinda hell ,, But how bout 2009? I wonder ,, Urgh ,, stress ,, *sobs* School's starting next Monday, swear it Im not looking forward, wake up 7am, reach school at 9, urgh ,, Little India kay! I hope it ain't gonna be the same, just telling the truth, i feel pressured ,, Stop throwing too much responsibilities at me, im not a very responsible person!

2008-12-31T22:03:00.000-08:00

Jesus Christ!! *do the Father son holy spirit thingi*
Aite, its oreadi 2009 =/ i aint so looking frward towards it, coz of *** Hmm, well met the Jacks at Boon Lay kul 7? Omg i was super late kay, sorri! Its ol in the Jack tradition ,, K wadeva, first stop, Bugis , met Alyfe & kamil there ,, wooo!! sisha & pizza ,, It was promised pizza would arrive btween 1.5 hrs to 2 hrs, ok fine i understand, it arived 2hrs 20mins thou O.O urgh!! aite wadever, head towards Boat Quay for the firewerks ,, We arrive there 11.49 thou ,, 11 more minutes so dats 660sec ,, haha!!

after firewerks, chill awhile, went to Clark Quay ,, Wahliao the Indians & Banglas were like everywhere ,, Mostly Indians ,, *twisting fingers, smiling, laughing, camera* lol! Went to 711 fr free drinks and chocolates then off to Clark Quay, party!! At the podium, for the public ,, Music kinda sucky at times, durhh! free! lol, so ok la, get sweaty awhile y not ,, Dam thirsty!! Wanted to head to Cheers since 711 was super duper packed ,, Haha otw nampak apek tolak air,"Hey u! come here!"
k dis is wad happen, me & alek pick up the canned drink, as always assuming its $1
Apek:$1.50
me and alek look at each other, we say forget about it ,,
Apek: okok fine $1 la take la
then terperasan ade coke botol, Apek:This one $1.50 can ah?
Alek: U sell us $1, we take 7 ,,
Me:7? 10 ah i take!
hahaha good deal, me myself bought 4 LOL! kiasu ,,
Off to Fort Canning park to chill ,,
k end, ill continue nx time! hahaha panjang

2008-12-14T23:22:00.000-08:00

Taylor swift got her new Love Story, i got my Long Story =]

how bout i start now, Friday, solat Juma'at ,, After that chilled out awhile wid the jacks at the nearby coffeeshop & behind bustop, all time Old Makcik jual roti hotdog tkde *sob sob* Ok about 240pm reached my house wid Arai & Kamil as assistants ,, K here's the thingi, me and family r gonna set up 3 wedding decorations ,, 3!! Dun tink its easy, especially werking wid 2 incooperatable stupid asses, mum & dad ,, They reached home at 4pm, i have no idea that the things weren't loaded, wth,, K 1hr 30mins wasted on searchings n uploads,,

First stop, Woodlands(when i actually wanted Sengkang first; furthest first),, Aite tables, chairs, dais ,, Ok here's the thing, its new dais made of wood ,, K its common la dais made of wood,, Fine, BUT! The decorations for it isnt planned,, even if its planned, the resources did not exist; the stuffs for the decorations ,, && there's 6 of us, bro, mum, dad, me, arai, mil ,, WAD?! U WANT ALL 6 TO SET UP A WEDDING DAIS?!!! i keep bragging and bragging mum, lets bring me & 2 other frens to Sengkang to setup wad we can rather than wasting our time just looking ,,

OMG BAPAK BODOH SAK OTAK!! Mum: i dunno how to drive to Sengkang OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THATS A FUCKING STUPID EXCUSE LA!! We reached Sengkang at 1230, if that ass could have sent us earlier by 1230 tables are all setup, its just me touching up on Sengkang's wedding dais! BODO SAK!! so dat we could have time to setup Tampines'!! Setting up wedding decorations ain;'t fast at all ok!! It takes at least 5 hrs kalo btol2!! But becoz wid 2 incooperative "leaders" it drag more than double the time ,,

Im smart, seriously, as a smart kid, i share my smartness ideas to my dad and mum, guess wad? its just like me talking to a baboon eating some picnic basket in a circus! They arent even listening!! Y do they have to listen to me? Becoz im always the one who have to hold responsibility!! Get it?! Wedding dais is my job, tables and chair my job, wedding arc my job, buffet table my job!!

FYI guys, if there is a wedding decoration setting, its very very common to firstly realise dad is gone, i have no idea where!! He'll be back in 2-3 hrs, SUMPAH!! Mum is forever wid her knock knock jokes wid mak pengantin,, Who have to do the job, me & abg, && IL ALWAYS HOLD RESPONSIBILITY!!! IM 19!! IM SCHOOLING OK, STOP PUTTING PRESSURE ON ME!!

Sengkang's done at 6am, went home first, get the 2 boys a nap in my room ,, I just can;t see them like that, wasting their time, seriously ,, They r not workers, they r helpers here dad!! Oh yea, on that Friday, there was no money, no food ,, i did not eat on friday ,, Just a burger ,, I had a meal when? On Saturday 1.30am!!

Urgh k lets continue ,, Ok there's some uploadings at 10am on Saturday, we got touchups at Woodlands and Sengkang still,, FUCK KAN?!!! BUTO SAK NI DUA !! Reached Tampines at 4?5? Fuck senang kate everythign settled at 1230am, Sunday,14 December 2008 ,, 2 bitches waste my whole saturday on this which could be completed way way earlier ,,

Im demanding my pay, GOOD AND CLEAN!! i dun care, i cant buy time ,, If yo're gonna ahve 3 palces again, forget it bitch, i aint helping if thats the kind of cooperation the 2 of u r gonna give ,, bodo sak to the max sak ,, sumpah,,,

&%^%**$#^$%&^*&*&*&!!!!

Ok Sunday is kendarat ,, Seperated some to Wdlands, some to Sengkang, & me, Nizam, Lam & faiz && haikoll to Tampines ,,
WTF, Sengkang;s kendarats aren;t even there at 1140!! MAJLIS STARTS AT 11!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U SENIORS MASEH TK PHM2 EH!! KAN 1030 MESTI SAMPAI!! IN ANY VENUE, 1030 MUST REACH!!! NI THEY REACH SENGKANG 11.45!!!!!!! 1HR 15MINS LATE!!! excuse: Sesat!! DA TAU TEMPAT JAUH, TK PANDAI TEMPAT, PEGI CEPAT!! ADE HATI NK TNGU ORG LAEN!!! prangai ,, kimmaaak ,, pay, ill consider ,, U want a job, i offer a job, but if ure gonna be like an all for one, one for all basis to go to venue yg lom biasakan and being 1hr 15mins late, gaji, one for all, all for one ,, OMG!! I CANT BELIEVE IT 1145 DORG LOM SAMPAI!!!!!
I put seniors in both Woodlands and Sengkang's so that they can guide em, omg too bad uh ,, 1045 i called Arep, Arep: kite nga tngu Alek uh, die lambat giler ,, since when did i ask hu to wait for hu to go together?
This, if im getting married, laen cite, NI CUSTOMER PUNYE!!!

URGH!!!

2008-12-09T23:42:00.000-08:00

I hate Israel

this sunday threesome

2008-12-09T23:30:00.000-08:00

Yet to be confirmed for kendarats ,, Cuci pinggan confirmed,,
Seniors - Arai, Arin, Syafiq, Alek aje
-.- Din tkde ,,

Ok cuci pinggan for
Tampines - Lam & Faiz ily
Sengkang - Alyfe & Zaed
Woodlands - Mael & Kamil

Kendarats for
Tampines - Aku , Nizam, Haikool
Sengkang - Syafiq(jaga lauk) Alek(jaga lauk), Ifix,
Sahlan, Arepdol, Faris + 2org
Woodlands - Kecik, Arin(jaga lauk), Amir, Hakim,
Amen, Arai(jaga lauk)

There'll be anuther 2 more new members for kendaratsat Sengkang,, For kendarats, wear dark jeans or pants and dark shoes unless u want to get them obviously dirty

For Haikool, pain in the ass, ade match, u come at 1.30pm to Tampines

Ok guys, majlis ends at 5.30 the latest, ingat eh,
- Clips one side,
- Table tops folded neatly,
- Bende2 buffet(skirting, scallops) one side!! Dont mix them ,,
- Live flowers throw away,
- Skirtings folded, staples off ,,

Woodlands, Arin & Arai incharge ya, u guys should noe wad to do,,
Sengkang, Syafiq,,

**Lastly recommended bring ur fliflops!!

jrfc chalet

2008-12-04T09:13:00.000-08:00

Aite Sahlan just texted me to read at jrfc blog www.jackroversfc.blogspot.com
and this is what I got anw thankx Lan

This was deleted a few secs after i saved it, && i will document it here

Thursday, December 4, 2008please read every paragraph closely.
as the date for JACK ROVERS FC chalet is getting near, numerous numbers of jacks are not satisfied with the plans. despite having talked about it in both angered and civilized beings in countless occasions and chances, JRFC are still very troubled by the plans.

it is believed that some jack(s) actually invited outsiders and ladies to the chalet. to the majority disagreement (excluding middlemen), they were unhappy as it actually breaks the deals that were made before the booking and planning of the chalet. the plan was to have a chalet only for the team which is strictly bounded for no one else except the team, with no regards of their attendance or performance.

it is believed to be a break for those who have fought and trained hard to get the glory, victory, and to enjoy after those hard times being trashed and the struggles of winning matches. for those who are very close to jacks, as a whole, not individual.some of the jacks may have taken this as being selfish and ignorant of the the people that they should share their joy with. while some others are actually uncomfortable of calling ourselves jacks and also dislike the idea of "Jacks Only".

it is still not known of why the idea is being unacceptable. it is partly thought that by calling in outsider, there will be more entertainment and that it will be more joyous.as for the middlemen, we shall put them aside because they wont do anything good in this discussion. jrfc believed they wont even suggest.it is heard that some of the reason for the disagreement was that when it comes to sleeping, the ladies WILL be having trouble, obviously. in terms of payment, some might not pay because of the usual liars and frauds. what causes this financial untrustworthy blame is because of the high payments that had to be made. JRFC do believe that the chairman is incharge of finance and food and that he will return the balance. another reason is that it might affect the peace and privacy that we wanted.(almost) the whole of JRFC believes that everybody is a part of this chalet, in terms of attendance, booking, payments, idea of coming up with chalet and plans/schedule. NOBODY ACTUALLY AS A ONE MAN SHOW/SOLO-ly organises this chalet himself. we are in this together.everybody have the right to disagree and agree on plans regarding extra/external influences/ideas. any contribution in any area regarding this chalet should be discussed and thought about beforehand as to avoid confusion. as a suggestion, why not follow the majority and also a good reason to back up our wants or needs, just to be fair.your future potential,*author name withheld to avoid more arguements*

This was a total mess! Total rubbish! Total ego! I can't believe ,, they r only referring as jacks, the only friends ,, astaghfirullah ,, this is ego ,, JACK ONLY! sialaa ,, i hate this ideology ,, Even raya, dey they dun realli like it Haiqal was wid us when actually he is a FRIEND to everyone of us ,, What is the word FRIEND mean to u huh? J-A-C-K
Afiq was our close friend, yea he's not a Jack, but he's a friend. Wads this nationalisic ideology? this is how u treasure ur friendship ,,

OMG i cant believe these r the type of people i've been mixing with ,, "the struggle of the team" so they wanna feel rewarded thing, so no one can get into this great click ,, i never knew about this until only time raya ,,