bored ,, K idk y, im js feelin damn restless since just now at the bustop otw to stage,,
Stage/RC is my lepak place ,,
Ive been having trembles ,, O.O
Aite, still, much is running thru my mind ,,
I realli a listening ear and sumone whom i can talk to ,, which
i dont have =/
No shoulder to lie on ,,
Which I realise, i dont have something which is so important ,,
Maybe this iz what that've been worrying me thru my life?
I had guy frens whu'd call me at nights, and we'd talk
which is indeed very very weird to many guys ,,
But this is how i liked it ,,
I gotta admit, I kinda miss Lah as a fren ,,
The last time we met was wad? Hari Raya ,,
Itu pn after 2 yrs not met ,, We'd be so so open sharing our lifetimes ,,
Well even thou we fought ,, hmm 6 mths?
But hey, i believe the best of frens u'd have, is u'd disagree n fight ,,
Sec sch frens sume, well most are attached ,, Seriously, i don get so easy with frens when they'ds haha hehe-ing wid their gals ,, Gets me uncomfy in a way unless his gf is my fren ,,
Well im not saying im not being appreciative towards my 28 Jacks ,,
They're fantastic as a whole ,, The best of my times ,,
But i js realised, a best fren is worth more than many ,, Maybe even more than ur partner ,,
Cos ure gonna share everything about her/him to ur best fren but not everything about ur bestfren to him/her ,,
dammit!
Well honestly, im way way very comfy wid guys more than gurls ,,
Cos im js afraid to break a gurl's heart ,, As time goes by,
i get more careful towards gurls ,, putting a border btwn me n them,
lol as a species? kidding3
Hmm and i swear, it's becoming harder for me to make frens now ,,
Not like back then ,,
How i make frens? in fact nice frens - was of course, my identity ,,
as a mod and a rudeboy ,, now?
oh shit tat typical kid ,,
. Everything's worrying me now .
; Mr Sharon caught sniffing shit
Let that eye sniff the ground
Let the righteous stand on top
Nearest to the script
of Happiness
